She closed her eyes, trying to drown out the negativity swirling around in her head. There were things to be grateful for. She wasn't being thrown out of the Tower and she only had to look after children for a month assuming all went well. There would still be time to learn more about the One Power before she struggled to channel...
Fingernails sunk into the side of her head. I'm going to be a mother! How was she going to tend to a child and learn? It was impossible. This is why there's rules against relationships. How had she thought she could ignore the rules and get away with it. It's not like this was the first time she'd landed herself in trouble. It was just before, there had never been any permanent consequences.
Eventually Kaira removed the nails from her scalp and opened her eyes. The Mistress of Novices was still casting an unsettling glare her way. Kaira hated it even as she knew how much she deserved it. She looked down at the floor, trying to imagine she was anywhere else but in this office. She had never allowed Mia to be a stepmother to her, but just remembering that drew forth a little comfort.
"What do I do?" Kaira asked, her voice pained and remorseful. "You've been here forever. What happened to all the other Novices in my condition?"