"I'd be glad to, Lysira Gaidin," she replied with a nod. In the presence of these two women, it was easy to feel safe and well guarded. If the situation they were going to face was actually dangerous, Zarayne was sure someone would have ordered her to remain behind. Becoming Accepted did not seem to have done much to loosen the hold the Grey Tower had over her, and the Grey Tower was very protective of their students.
Zarayne ran her hands over her hips. It took her brain a moment to catch up with what she was doing. I don't have a weapon. She had got quite used to her sword (even if she didn't have an actual sword that was hers). Again, she was comforted by the fact that she was with an Aes Sedai and a Gaidin of the Tower. She felt safe because no-one was saying anything to the contrary. And I still have the One Power. Plus it wasn't as if Tia Sedai had a weapon either.
As Marwen vanished to get himself sorted out (and presumably to find a horse himself), Zarayne took a long look eastwards. Her eyes focused on the horizon, wondering how much beyond those hills lay her home village. Her heart hurt to think about how close she may be to her mother. She gripped her Great Serpent ring between her thumb and forefinger, twisting it anxiously. At some point during her time as a novice, Zarayne had accepted that the two of them may never meet again, but that did nothing to soothe the pain in her chest when she thought about it.
"I..." she began softly. She wasn't sure what the rest of the sentence was meant to be. A request to see her mother? That would only place her at risk, saying she was still a runaway Accepted of the Grey Tower. A request to go home? No, she could still hear the Amyrlin's and Vanya's words in her ears from her test for Acceptance. She was Zarayne of the Grey Tower, not Zarayne of Shienar. Lysira and Tia had probably been in their respective roles for so long that they too did not think of anywhere but Hama Valon as home.
Raising a collar of banded colour to her face, she dabbed away at the corner of her eyes. Fortunately for the Aiel, she was faced away from the other two women so that they would not see her shame.